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FML - updated

3 min read


Heh, doing better
orokana-neko.blogspot.com/

my gallery is here now







My hormones mixed with depression really bring me down sometimes. Maybe a list will help. Who knows. And yes, I know that my stuff will seem very little compared to some other folks' problems... it's just that I've gotten really bad lately and need to think.

BTW, I have a Blogger ...erhm... blog, which I've been using much more than this one. It's now the "cnetral hub" of all my links out, like to here and whatnot. It's at:

ellysketchit.blogspot.com/

Bad things in life

I'm angry and anxious because we don't ever seem to have enough money.

People won't buy my eBay crap, even though it's rare stuff priced decently.

I'm worried that Zoro might lose his job soon - the big company he works for is doing a special promotional deal for sales, and the new boss guy said there will be layoffs. Again. Like every @#$%-ing year. This is not new for them, but he finally got hired full-time again w/benefits, so CRAP.

We need to go to doctors (many of them) before he might get fired. I'm not social, so this worries me.

We need to fix our house, but can't because we don't have enough money to do anything.

Our stove is broken (the inside part), and winter is coming. I want to cook and bake!

My computer broke. I haven't drawn on the computer for months. IT'S DRIVING ME CRAZY.

I'm depressed (bipolar). I've lately been sleeping all day and sometimes all night, too.

My bloody noses have gotten worse along with my allergies. I have a few (2-6) a day, which wear me out a lot.

Migraines. 'nuff said.

I have sciatica. It hurts when it rains, which is my favorite weather aside from snow. It will never go away now that I have it, which depresses me a ton.

I'm 100, maybe more, pounds overweight because of the physical and mental issues I have. It sucks.

I used to love thunderstorms, too. But again, tornadoes mimic thunderstorm conditions (high winds, yellow sky, bad weather) so now I'm afraid for that when T-showers hit, cancelling my enjoyment of another thing I used to love.

I miss the ocean (and hate where I live). 

I miss my parents. 

I miss my grandfathers and my dog that passed away.

Good things in life

I love playing Minecraft & Animal Crossing: New Leaf. (Obsessing over monotonous tasks like collecting and/or designing helps my brain in bad times).

I have an awesome husband, and two dogs that I wouldn't have if I hadn't moved here.

Coffee.

Zoro.

My beautiful "special place" room, made to look as ocean-worthy as possible. I can relax in there as much as possible.

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Yeah, so... haven't posted anything in ages because my computer died. I lost everything on it - although I do have an external hard drive I back important things up with, so it wasn't that bad. The bad part is, I can't add my drawing programs to Zoro's computer, and I can't access the scanner as well as I used to, so even sketching is out for posting for awhile.

Kinda bummed.

Oh, and for all those out there that have ever wished they wanted "super powers"? 

Don't.

It sucks. 

I'm what they refer to as - and I didn't even know this had a name until we researched like crazy, thinking something was wrong -- a "SLIder". I short out anything electrical, I mess up the WiFi in our home when a program we're watching makes me angry/overly happy, and more. I can't even touch anything plugged into an outlet, as I discovered last night when I tried to plug my fan in when I was depressed and I blew the entire thing. I now have a dead outlet in my room. 

Zoro does not have a single problem when he does things, watches things, or touches things. It's seriously me. I pop light bulbs and everything. It's getting frustrating as hell, and it's so STUPID - it's like the worst "talent" ever.
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...is what Zoro & I are calling this year. Honestly, it's been the worst year we've ever had since we got married (and that's saying a lot, since he got fired once and we had serious money issues when we first got married way back 8 years ago - 9 year anniversary soon, by the way, heh).  The major appliances breaking, the car, his grandparents getting worse & worse, my multiple illnesses getting worse... and now, MORE ILLNESS.

AAAAAAAAUGHHHHH

Yeah, so now I have sciatica. It's BAD, boys and girls, women and men - super bad. Like, can't sit, can't stand, nothing feels okay sometimes. I'm heavily padded on the couch, can't sleep without more pillows propped between the knees (I already slept with one crushed under my ribs because of a serious injury from years ago). 

;_;

This has to end.

Anyway, that's why my shit's been sporadic at best, and sometimes I haven't been answering messages. It's hard to draw or write because I can hardly sit down. Ffft. I do plan on losing weight, which should help a bit, and maybe with that I can draw more. Writing has been a little easier, as I have tons of rough drafts on my hard drive & external anyway. xD

Crossed fingers and all that for us xD Hope things get better, 'cause when I say "they can't get worse" they... well, keep on going.

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The Nekomatart

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Buy what the demon cat dragged in, and then feed it and customize your critter to your heart's content! 

Rules & Tips/Guide


Each creature will be encased in a "pen" with their stats showing to the right.

Each creature will have at least three forms (including the first). There may be more, but there will not be less. They all start out white, with a white pen. 

You can stop feeding or decorating your creature or their "pen" at any time, or keep right on going! 

Certain items and/or foods change the way creatures look depending on the species. 

Surprises are fun, but don't worry: anything you have given your pet that does not make a status change will be saved, in case you want to try again (on the same pet).

You can always switch back 1 stage by buying a reverse potion (red clock). You can advance 1 stage forward by giving an evolution potion (blue clock).

There is no limit to decorations, color dyes, or markings for your creature(s). 

There is no limit to how many creatures you can own, though there are a limited number available of each. 

You may gift someone else a creature! Simply fill out the appropriate areas on the adoption papers.

When ordering a creature or interactions (decorating, feeding, etc) please use the form (found below)

Please donate via the Points System to pay for your creature(s) and item(s). 


Creatures Available: wolf (+5)

sample (click!): 
Boofer: owned by Elly by ellysketchit





Purchase Form

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Change name of creature or Owner (costs 1 point per. Enter different name/s here)
Hidden from General View (costs 10 points. Your creature will not be shown in my Gallery, but sent to you alone via the .stash system. You may then save it before it is deleted. This is for folks that want to remain anonymous or not have their pet designs copied by others.)

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I has many sads

1 min read


Harold Ramis has died. (Yesterday, actually, but it seems the media is going to cover it today).

Ramis -- the director of "Caddyshack," "National Lampoon's Vacation" and "Groundhog Day," co-writer of "National Lampoon's Animal House" and co-star of "Stripes" and "Ghostbusters" -- died Monday at 69, four years after contracting the condition


Internet Movie Database (watch some of his stuff, it's good):




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